Long Time No See

Hello Internet! It's been a while. Anyhoozle, straight into some new things that I have just discovered that are oh so sexy. OH SO. 

Sexy:

• This guy. Sexy in the most nerdy and awesome way.
  
• Guys that aren't afraid to show a sensitive side. And that have intense/compassionate eyes. 

Sorry that list isn't really much of a list, but that's all I could think of. So yeah. 

Does anyone ever describe the guy they like in detail to yourselves when you're bored? I did that all of yesterday. I feel like I want to write it down, but it could be found and then the whole secret would be out. And that would be oh so dramatic. And since I go to the school I go to, I have an ample amount of my daily serving of drama. 

I'm turning germophobic. The stupid swine flu is making me scared to death that I'm going to get it, and no, I have a mini bottle of hand sanitizer that I carry around with me at all times. THE WHOLE SITUATION IS THAT SAD PEOPLE. So far, there aren't any cases anywhere near the county in which I live. Just in Lee and Broward counties. 

Edit: There is a few cases in Hillsborough county now. Oh Dear. 3 schools are temporarily closing. Ok. I'm officially in Freak Out Mode. But more about in the paragraph below.

I have several modes I can be in at any given time. Mode names and causes below. 

Freak Out Mode: Caused by anything that could cause harm to me. [Ex: swine flu, possibly being raped by the tech teacher at my school, etc.] Also can be caused by anything that could mess up my grades, social life, etc. 

Happy Mode: Caused by anything that could make me happy. [Well duh!]. [Ex: hanging out with my friends, finding out the person I like likes me as well, etc.]

Angry Mode: Caused by anything that could make me mad. Now, I don't get mad really really easily, but I get mad at 1) Stupid people annoying me, 2) Teachers annoying me, 3) Things that normally get people mad. 

There are many other modes I can be in, but honestly, I don't want to write anymore about Modes. It seems very boring. 

Why do teenagers have to be plagued by so much freaking DRAMA. Geez. 

We have to do a project for Language Arts. We're reading Tom Sawyer, and we've just passed the part where Becky and Tom get "engaged" and they've since "broken up". [As if they were ever dating!] So for our project, we have to make a mix CD for Becky from Tom. We have to have songs to make Becky think of Tom and make her take him back. Then we write a paragraph for each song explaining why we [or Tom] chose the songs. It's kinda fun. 

Current Weight: 133 lbs.

Current Mode: Freak Out 

Celebrity Crush: Anton Yelchin [nice name. love him anyway]